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Sunday, 6 December 2009
Someone that I've known for a while.
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There was a person, he was a newcomer in my life.
We traveled some times together, alone or with many other people around us.
The sayings were really nice, and so did his acts were.
I think, it was me who did misread or he's the one who's playing with me.
I didn't know.
As I know him more, I realized several new things about the person.
The way he acts, the sentences he was making, and all of the kindness..
All of them are.. just the way he is.
I know it is my stupidity,
and I'll be standing toughly.
I even laughed at myself for this misunderstanding.
Thank you, mister, for have been in my times even just once or twice.
You opened my eyes.
Feelings sometimes can be so tricky.
Get rid of it if you know you're about hurting yourself by facing it.
We traveled some times together, alone or with many other people around us.
The sayings were really nice, and so did his acts were.
I think, it was me who did misread or he's the one who's playing with me.
I didn't know.
As I know him more, I realized several new things about the person.
The way he acts, the sentences he was making, and all of the kindness..
All of them are.. just the way he is.
I know it is my stupidity,
and I'll be standing toughly.
I even laughed at myself for this misunderstanding.
Thank you, mister, for have been in my times even just once or twice.
You opened my eyes.
Feelings sometimes can be so tricky.
Get rid of it if you know you're about hurting yourself by facing it.
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Monday, 16 November 2009
Rainy
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Hmm, it's raining here in Jogja.. maybe it's also raining in Jakarta.
Well, if the raining times come.. I'm kind of feeling a lil bit mellow.
Lately, I find myself seeking for one human
It's not for that one person
But, it is more for the presence which that person brings
Hm, let's get this things right..
This is all because of this rainy thingy,
it's so not rational
But I am clear with my feelings
Somebody is on his way to find me,
and I'm here waiting.. till he finished his journey
Well, if the raining times come.. I'm kind of feeling a lil bit mellow.
Lately, I find myself seeking for one human
It's not for that one person
But, it is more for the presence which that person brings
Hm, let's get this things right..
This is all because of this rainy thingy,
it's so not rational
But I am clear with my feelings
Somebody is on his way to find me,
and I'm here waiting.. till he finished his journey
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Friday, 13 November 2009
HUAHAHA
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there's another man,
and he's kinda cute
that's all.
and he's kinda cute
that's all.
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Saturday, 31 October 2009
One of my favorite old Indonesian song
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and so it goes
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Yeah, i dont know why lately.. my mood is really ridiculously make fun of me. when I need it to give its best shot, it didn't worked out well.
Ancur.
Lumayan "jleb"sih sebenernya kemaren pas liat pengumuman organisasi itu. Tapi, gue berusaha menerima saja lah.. The world is still spinning round, what's there to be worried about?
At least I know, I do the thing for my very own self. It is my passion, to do photography stuffs. The organization is just a place where I can share those things, but it doesn't mean that I can't find another community beside that one.
Nyaaaaaang, serius amat yak gua. Cuapek deh.. Hmmmm, berbicara masalah organisasi sama kepanitiaan.. gue baru tau, ternyata sie. acara sama sie. dekorasi tuh seksi2 favorit ya. Ternyata..... Kalo gue sih pengen ikut sie. acara karena emang pengen aja terlibat langsung dalam pengkoordinasian sebuah acara. Seru aja kayaknya. Gatau deh, ternyata banyak juga yang pengen. Tapi kata kakak gue sih dibutuhkan manusia-manusia berpengalaman dalam pengaturan itu.. Gak heran kalo gue kedepak buat sie. acara ilmagi. Huakakakk. Sedih lagi. Minggu ini banyak banget deh berita duka masalah organisasi (tepatnya UKM) dan kepanitiaan.
Rasanya pengen tanya ke mbak2 yang mewawancaraiku.. bukan pengen protes, cuma pengen evaluasi aja.. aku salah di mana nya gitu. So based on those mistakes, I can do better up next. Sekarang sih, ya wess daripada gue nangkring di sana cuma nambah pusing koordinatornya ya kan? Ga pa pa deh. Anytime they need my hands, I'll make sure they'll have my full focus for them (my full focus beside all the college thingy).
Gue dengan bodohnya ga mempraktekkan senyum di awal wawancara pas kemaren wawancara UKM. Kakak gue bilang, kalo gue udah salting, atau males2an, atau tegang tuh pasti keliatan.. maybe those interviewers see those expressions in my eyes. It's not that I don't want to be part of em, it is just because I want to be with them too much. It's a learning process which maybe Allah wants me to get through.. sebesar apa pun niat kita, sebesar apa pun tekad kita, ketika Allah bilang hal itu kurang baik atau bahkan nggak baik sama sekali buat kita, ya hal itu ga akan ada buat kita. Atau, Allah pengen kita fokus sama masalah laen, yang dampaknya akan lebih baik buat kita.. bisa jadi juga sebagai ujian, seberapa jauh minat kita. Toh kalo memang niat, taun depan bisa coba lagi. Pokoknya banyak banget hikmahnya masalah-masalah tertolak ini.. kalo kata Pak Hasdie, semua itu tergantung bagaimana kita menyikapinya aja.
Alhamdulillah.
Mungkin saat ini, masih ada sesuatu yang bikin hati ini sesak begitu inget penolakan beruntun itu.
Tapi aku berusaha yakin, dalam waktu dekat perasaan ga enak itu akan sirna sejalan dengan usahaku untuk ikhlas..
SEMANGAAAAT !!
The rule of posting is write what you feel the most:
I was upset, I did.
But from now on, I'll be brave to face the reality.. and I'll stand up.
I'll be strong.
Berikan yang terbaik, tanpa minta dipuji apalagi minta dibales.
That is also my motto.
S E M A N G A T !!
>:D
Ancur.
Lumayan "jleb"sih sebenernya kemaren pas liat pengumuman organisasi itu. Tapi, gue berusaha menerima saja lah.. The world is still spinning round, what's there to be worried about?
At least I know, I do the thing for my very own self. It is my passion, to do photography stuffs. The organization is just a place where I can share those things, but it doesn't mean that I can't find another community beside that one.
When it is art, there is no limitation, there's no rule.
That is my principal.
That is my principal.
Nyaaaaaang, serius amat yak gua. Cuapek deh.. Hmmmm, berbicara masalah organisasi sama kepanitiaan.. gue baru tau, ternyata sie. acara sama sie. dekorasi tuh seksi2 favorit ya. Ternyata..... Kalo gue sih pengen ikut sie. acara karena emang pengen aja terlibat langsung dalam pengkoordinasian sebuah acara. Seru aja kayaknya. Gatau deh, ternyata banyak juga yang pengen. Tapi kata kakak gue sih dibutuhkan manusia-manusia berpengalaman dalam pengaturan itu.. Gak heran kalo gue kedepak buat sie. acara ilmagi. Huakakakk. Sedih lagi. Minggu ini banyak banget deh berita duka masalah organisasi (tepatnya UKM) dan kepanitiaan.
Rasanya pengen tanya ke mbak2 yang mewawancaraiku.. bukan pengen protes, cuma pengen evaluasi aja.. aku salah di mana nya gitu. So based on those mistakes, I can do better up next. Sekarang sih, ya wess daripada gue nangkring di sana cuma nambah pusing koordinatornya ya kan? Ga pa pa deh. Anytime they need my hands, I'll make sure they'll have my full focus for them (my full focus beside all the college thingy).
Gue dengan bodohnya ga mempraktekkan senyum di awal wawancara pas kemaren wawancara UKM. Kakak gue bilang, kalo gue udah salting, atau males2an, atau tegang tuh pasti keliatan.. maybe those interviewers see those expressions in my eyes. It's not that I don't want to be part of em, it is just because I want to be with them too much. It's a learning process which maybe Allah wants me to get through.. sebesar apa pun niat kita, sebesar apa pun tekad kita, ketika Allah bilang hal itu kurang baik atau bahkan nggak baik sama sekali buat kita, ya hal itu ga akan ada buat kita. Atau, Allah pengen kita fokus sama masalah laen, yang dampaknya akan lebih baik buat kita.. bisa jadi juga sebagai ujian, seberapa jauh minat kita. Toh kalo memang niat, taun depan bisa coba lagi. Pokoknya banyak banget hikmahnya masalah-masalah tertolak ini.. kalo kata Pak Hasdie, semua itu tergantung bagaimana kita menyikapinya aja.
Alhamdulillah.
Mungkin saat ini, masih ada sesuatu yang bikin hati ini sesak begitu inget penolakan beruntun itu.
Tapi aku berusaha yakin, dalam waktu dekat perasaan ga enak itu akan sirna sejalan dengan usahaku untuk ikhlas..
SEMANGAAAAT !!
The rule of posting is write what you feel the most:
I was upset, I did.
But from now on, I'll be brave to face the reality.. and I'll stand up.
I'll be strong.
Berikan yang terbaik, tanpa minta dipuji apalagi minta dibales.
That is also my motto.
S E M A N G A T !!
>:D
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Wednesday, 23 September 2009
Quicky Cookie Post!
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Pagi ini hantu pancakes mencapai tingkat tertingginya, dia berhasil membuat gue subuh2 langsung nyalain laptop buat searching : "How To Make Pancakes"
Begitu kuatnya hasrat makan pancake, yah semenjak kakak gue sudah mengatakan tidak untuk pergi ke Pancious, gue bertekad bikin sendiri. Ditambah lagi, kemaren Mbak Mon ng-upload foto2 hasil karya dia pas lebaran, and they look very yummy! Mbak Mon bikin macem2 cake, ada yang semacam birthday cake gitu, terus dia bikin crepes, dan terakhir dia bikin green tea mousse. Dia juga bikin lassagna, shoot man, I really am jealous!
Ga juga berdasarkan iri sama keahlian masaknya Mbak Mon, lebih ke dorongan lidah dan panggilan naluri. Akhirnya, dengan modal sotoy dan sok asik, gue pun mulai praktekin apa yang gue dapet dari youtube.com, yeah, it is a very kewl site!
Jadilah iniiii hasil karya terbaik dari semua bentuk pancake buatan ku pagi ini hihihiw:
bentuk terbaik pagi ini
Hwekekekk, biasa memang, tapi lumayan lah yummy. Tadinya yang ini gue mau kasih ke Abang (bayi nya tetangga sebelah, itu lho anaknya Mbak Ega). Kan asyik kalo dipromosiin ke oom nya, kalo kakak sebelah pinter masak. (Nguarep). Tapi gue ga PD lantaran ini pancake seems too ordinary. Yang penting gue udah tau how to make it. Ntar gue mau bikin terobosan: Pancake Oreo. Slurps! Namun, berhubung takaran pati gue udah sangat cukup pagi ini, dalam ukuran nanti sore mau nyushi, jadi ga bisa gue bikin pagi ini. Too much.
Hmm, gue dapet resep nya dari sini.
Nih ya:
Di webnya Angie (yang di video youtube.com itu), dia masukin juga adonan buat blueberry pancake yang bikin gue tambah ngiler setengah idup. Aaa, tapi yaudah lah, I'm better with my home-made pancake. Ada banyak pastry menarik di web nya cing, silahkan aja di klik namanya di kalimat pertama paragraf ini.
Oh iya, gue menemukan klip kereeen tentang pancake! Here it is..
dan satu lagi, masih orang yang sama kok.
I want to make a pancake, they are so very tasty! Sluuuuurps!
Begitu kuatnya hasrat makan pancake, yah semenjak kakak gue sudah mengatakan tidak untuk pergi ke Pancious, gue bertekad bikin sendiri. Ditambah lagi, kemaren Mbak Mon ng-upload foto2 hasil karya dia pas lebaran, and they look very yummy! Mbak Mon bikin macem2 cake, ada yang semacam birthday cake gitu, terus dia bikin crepes, dan terakhir dia bikin green tea mousse. Dia juga bikin lassagna, shoot man, I really am jealous!
Ga juga berdasarkan iri sama keahlian masaknya Mbak Mon, lebih ke dorongan lidah dan panggilan naluri. Akhirnya, dengan modal sotoy dan sok asik, gue pun mulai praktekin apa yang gue dapet dari youtube.com, yeah, it is a very kewl site!
Jadilah iniiii hasil karya terbaik dari semua bentuk pancake buatan ku pagi ini hihihiw:
bentuk terbaik pagi iniHwekekekk, biasa memang, tapi lumayan lah yummy. Tadinya yang ini gue mau kasih ke Abang (bayi nya tetangga sebelah, itu lho anaknya Mbak Ega). Kan asyik kalo dipromosiin ke oom nya, kalo kakak sebelah pinter masak. (Nguarep). Tapi gue ga PD lantaran ini pancake seems too ordinary. Yang penting gue udah tau how to make it. Ntar gue mau bikin terobosan: Pancake Oreo. Slurps! Namun, berhubung takaran pati gue udah sangat cukup pagi ini, dalam ukuran nanti sore mau nyushi, jadi ga bisa gue bikin pagi ini. Too much.
Hmm, gue dapet resep nya dari sini.
Nih ya:
- 1-1/4 cangkir terigu
- 3 sdm gula
- 1/2 sdt garam
- 1 sdm bakin powder
- 1-1/3 cangkir susu cair (full cream enaknya hehe)
- 1 butir telur
- 3 sdm mentega/minyak (kalo mau sehat sih olive oil dll, tapi gue mah pake minyak filma bae)
- (harusnya) 1/4 vanila (tapi karena ga ada, jadi gue ga pake hehe)
Di webnya Angie (yang di video youtube.com itu), dia masukin juga adonan buat blueberry pancake yang bikin gue tambah ngiler setengah idup. Aaa, tapi yaudah lah, I'm better with my home-made pancake. Ada banyak pastry menarik di web nya cing, silahkan aja di klik namanya di kalimat pertama paragraf ini.
Oh iya, gue menemukan klip kereeen tentang pancake! Here it is..
dan satu lagi, masih orang yang sama kok.
I want to make a pancake, they are so very tasty! Sluuuuurps!
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Naksir tingkat akut
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Tadi gue baru nonton Penelope. Yah, emang udah lama itu film. Biarlah.
Yang penting cukup untuk mengingatkan gue sama suami tercinta: James McAvoy.
Gilak ya, emang kalo sama cowok british tuh gue susah buat ga naksir. Tapi si ayang yang satu ini, aku setia kok. Smooch ;-*
Well, because I'm a nice wife. Tidak pelit dan tidak medit. Gue bagi deeeeh foto2nya akang ku.. cuma dua gapapa lah ya. Sisanya buat konsumsi pribadi, ya kan ayaaang? Ihihiiw
In my opinion, the third photo shows his best look with the shaggy hair. Aaah, I love the way he speaks, naturally british.
Yang penting cukup untuk mengingatkan gue sama suami tercinta: James McAvoy.
Gilak ya, emang kalo sama cowok british tuh gue susah buat ga naksir. Tapi si ayang yang satu ini, aku setia kok. Smooch ;-*
Well, because I'm a nice wife. Tidak pelit dan tidak medit. Gue bagi deeeeh foto2nya akang ku.. cuma dua gapapa lah ya. Sisanya buat konsumsi pribadi, ya kan ayaaang? Ihihiiw
In my opinion, the third photo shows his best look with the shaggy hair. Aaah, I love the way he speaks, naturally british.
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